The Voting is Over...Marcellas, Kayser, Janelle....

The voting is now over for Big Brother "All Stars".

Yes, I admit I may be biased, but there are three people who I feel deserve to be back in that house this summer.

Number one on the list. Marcellas. From what I have seen of him, and words I've read by him, he seems a person with a huge compassion for others. One who is also easily hurt. Loving, giving, caring. Funny, witty, sexy. I just want to hug him and be there for him.

Kayser. My! That smile. And the wisdom he has for someone so young. Someone I would like to have in depth conversations with. I could learn so much.

Janelle. She is great. Proof that people should see past looks, to see what is inside a person. ROCK ON JANIE!!!

I am excited to see all three next week, as they enter the house.

ME! five pounds to go!

Ok, so here is a new picture of moi', taken a couple of weeks ago. Not a great photo, and I'm the first to admit this. I hate posed photos no matter what the reason. I'll get better ones. But I wanted to put in the one photo of me so far. I've five lbs to go on my weight loss, though this photo makes me look like I've 20! YIKES!!!

Here are the stats. I'm 5'5 and am at 107 lbs. I could easily drop another 10 lbs, so to all those who say this is too skinny, simply by hearing my height, you can see from my photo that this indeed is not the case.

I hate the last 5 lbs! Why do they not drop off? Oh well. Maybe blogging this will keep me motivated!?!

Kayser, Janelle, Marcellas and Howie

It's time to VOTE for who we want back in BIG BROTHER!! Yes, BIG BROTHER 7, ALL STARS, is about to begin.

Come on people. Vote for the "fab four". KAYSER, JANELLE, MARCELLAS AND HOWIE. LOVE LOVE LOVE you all.

Marcellas Reynolds....How are you?

Marcellas, what a lovely person you are. I am remiss in not keeping up with your blogsite. Having said that, in viewing your blog yesterday, I felt so sad. It sounds like there has been so much going on in your life, and not all is good. It sounds like you have been bashed by some. Is this correct?

You are so sweet and kind. One of the nicest people I've had the pleasure to get to know, if only via tv and your blogsite.

I'm sending this open blog to you to say I care and for you to know how very special you are!

The Race

The race is not always to the swift, but to those who keep on running.-Anonymous

At the end of the day, it seems that no matter what has transpired, we are alone. Alone with ourselves. Many are the days where I feel I am sinking. The earth about to absorb me. Tired by the day. Tired by life.

With that sinking feeling, I still continue on, at war with my inner demons, but run I shall, to keep ahead, until the day comes when I can run no more.

Wings of a Dove

"Oh that I had wings like a dove! For then I would fly away and be at rest"

Why does this saying bring me to tears?